As long as you're not the guy that posted about making a Monika tulpa on the subreddit even after several people said NOT to do it due to the thoughts that were caused by the "OCD", it's probably a different story.(edited)
I don't mean to be rude, but it started to paint us mancers with OCD as well in a negative light and it made me kind of pissed off.
12:28 AM
No, I mean you can very well have OCD, I'm saying that I don't feel like those thoughts are from OCD itself. I'm no expert on it, I was freshly diagnosed last year, but yeah.
Sorry I know I'm kind of an asshole and that happens until I'm fully open to the idea from hearing about it several times (moreso from people close to me), but like the thoughts you were getting in general (not even worrying about the OCD) are thoughts that would definitely worry me if someone were to make a tulpa under those circumstances, OCD or not.
Ehh... I'm saying it's not likely unless the tulpa is a real asshole and was treated like shit like one case that I know of, but most people who say that stuff are totally full of shit.
Almost everyone has intrusive thoughts, to some degree. I have, too.
12:33 AM
I'm not saying yours aren't worse than average.
12:33 AM
But tulpas don't just take in random thoughts and perform them. They're people, in your head. Yes, your thoughts influence them a lot. But they know the difference, also.
And, sure, one could theoretically attack your loved ones. Just like anyone else. But your intrusive thoughts have nothing to do with that. They're not unthinking machines, they're people, and if you treat them well, they will as well.
yes, the only potential problem is not those thoughts, it's if you make them a big problem by believing that they're harming your tulpa. They don't. But often expectation can become reality, inside your own head.
if that feels best to you, then sure. Just don't let these thoughts get in the way forever. Everyone deals with them but they're really not a huge issue.
